I can’t fucking stand some females.
God forbid a girl has self-esteem and knows she's pretty. Everyone else has to fucking jump on her for it.
I just told a friend of mine I don't want to go home tonight at 3am from Manhattan all alone because it's a creepy time to be alone and because I'm a rather pretty girl, which comes into play.
She got all "Wow, you're so conceited!!111!" about it. I was like "WTF? So should I find myself ugly when I don’t feel like I am just so the rest of the world can breathe easy?" And I have loads of days when I'm pretty vocal about how shitty I feel look wise but that never gets noted. But on no! How dare I have days when I feel rather good-looking? Shame on me! Obviously I should be in my room, in a fetal position, breaking mirrors and sobbing over my nonexistent ugliness.
No wonder so many chicks have problems with themselves. The moment they feel good they get crucified for it.
Seriously, what the hell is wrong with some people? Can someone explain this to me because it boggles my mind?
I'm sorry that you may not have enough confidence to find yourself pretty but I know I am so get the fuck over it. But don't tell me I'm conceited because I have enough balls to actually call myself pretty.
And I love how the moment I was like "Um, why is it the moment I feel pretty and let people know about it that it becomes a huge problem, yet when I have loads of days when I feel shitty look wise that never gets noted, just when I feel good about myself?" She had no answer and just changed the topic.
And also, dear friend, I might’ve not been so ~conceited~ if most people throughout my life hadn’t called me good looking. So really, don’t blame me, blame the people for promoting the idea that I’m not an ugly duckling.
/rant over
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